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|>>|| No. 24845
My life has gone downhill ever since I met a Brazilian Ju Jitsu fighter at Westfield and saw him selling copies of big tissue. It's strange but the way I remember it was that I was set for everything but at December in 2011, things became worse. Nothing mattered and I couldn't eat much as well as wondering whether the nootropics I was taking would actually end up in me being hospitalised. It becomes extraordinarily strange when I realise a lot of it was recorded on this here website, on the IRC itself. I want to understand exactly what was happening in 2012. There's some more things that happened which include kidnapping, torture and brainwashing (as well as strong secret service intimidation) but I wanted to find out exactly why my life became strange.
I remember absolutely everything as well as absolutley nothing. If you get my gist.
|>>|| No. 25023
OK. I'll share a few things with you, not to encourage you to persist in ideas that sound delusional, but to reassure you that you are not alone in having obsessional thoughts and over-thinking it all.
I found Richard Tomlinson's blog where he was revealing all sorts of things he shouldn't have in his efforts to make some sort of peace with SIS back in 2006. Some commenters there were most interesting to me as they talked about Intelligence agency linked mind control - I'd been interested in this stuff for years and had read all about MK Ultra in reputable books like 'Journey Into Madness' and checked out the crazy fringe literature of people like Cathy O'Brien too. It took quite a bit of detective work but eventually I figured out that all of the comments talking about this stuff were in fact Emily under many different handles. As her graphomania has progressed so has her clarity and intellect declined: she could give you the chills back then, now she's just silly and a bit of a worry.
When I was reading Richard Tomlinson's blog everyday and sometimes commenting myself, a van was parked outside all day with two guys sitting there observing the flats and making it clear that this was the sort of surveillance I was supposed to notice. I guess it is a possibility they were watching someone else? I still wonder about what exactly was the great national threat I may have been posing by getting involved in this, and maybe they were just checking out a drug dealer next door.
Tomlinson made his peace with the security services, removed his blog, and gave evidence at the Diana inquest.
In 2010 I experienced a kind of nervous breakdown after a series of bereavements - I was exhausted and suicidal to some degree and ended up in an NHS nuthouse for ten days. While there I was so spaced out I wasn't making sense and became fixated on the idea that a fellow patient was in fact purple of .gs fame. I asked 'are you purple?' and he answered 'well I had to meet you after you wrote that'. We were both in a madhouse and these sort of preposterous cross purpose conversations do happen there. A very bonkers old eskimo guy in there told me 'since you mention Richard Tomlinson, now they will never let you go - this a den of iniquity my friend'. WTF?
I have never been on the irc, didn't go to that meetup, all I know about the mods of this site is that they have done a fine job keeping the site amusing and fairly unique (if underused) and free of the likes of Are Simon or carpet-baggery types. Getting rid of the /i/ board early on was a great move towards making here a place for adults I think.
No snarky comments from all you sane people please - my story is directed at OP only. Polite self-sage.
|>>|| No. 25024
Who the fuck is Richard Tomlinson? Honestly I knew Emily kept mentioning him but assumed she'd misinterpreted something like with 'Armstrong and Miller'. So he is/was a real spook?
|>>|| No. 25097
I don't think it's too wise to delve into how these things happened to other people.
>Getting rid of the /i/ board early on was a great move towards making here a place for adults I think.
Yes but this place has always been crawling with hackers on toast. I believe I walked into the IRC and had all of my files stolen, some pictures probably would have made me seem very criminal. I was just an undiagnosed autist, I don't think the government would allow such hijinks to happen so I assume it was Dani doing something illegal, there was probably a silly trojan in something posted in there. Further investigations would have opened up my e-mail account and Facebook which would have me attending a summer school that focused on riots and then being invited to a particularly big one that happened a little while after. I don't think it's out of the question that someone has been playing sordid games with me for most of my life.
I literally think there are people on here that made millions of pounds out of this, spread this story far and wide and it's mostly just the result of torture trauma. Lots of bullshit things began popping into my mind after that IRC and I just faded further into whatever it was purple wanted me in. It's strange, I always assumed that I'd be under the watch of the ever loving state but that there were systems put in place to correctly manage things.
It's not though is it, there are treasonous people who have done this to me and I know I'd get ripped apart in anything because of how twisted you people are, but just to explain it to anyone, it was always just money and women. You'd play all the games you want to complicate it further to make it into a more ingenious scam but I just understand that Britain is broken because of these things and it'd happen again in such a way that it'd be uncontrolled when you do find another funny fucking victim.
|>>|| No. 25113
Why isn't it too wise? I shared my story and I get that? Is your entitled sense of victimhood somehow more piquant in its sheer horror?
>I literally think there are people on here that made millions of pounds out of this
I had a friend who died in his early sixties a few years ago - an artist and musician who received press obituaries still to be found online. He'd lived through all sorts of scenes in his life, mods and rockers, psychedelic revolution, punk, acid house, the birth of the internet. In the early seventies he spent a stint in a madhouse and while there he had a kind of vision that the mainstream people who are successful in life - he used the examples of Cliff Richard and the cast and makers of Coronation Street - were somehow psychically vampirising the people who feel ill and left out at the bottom, like he was in the mental ward back then. He was one of the sanest men I've ever met but kept coming back to that realisation/revelation. So, while your posts may not make 100% sense, that part struck a chord. And it feels like there is some almost unpeakable truth there, something about prisons and gulags being the engine-rooms of civilisation.
I am trying to be reasonable and helpful here and if you start off with the 'how twisted you people are' in return this approach will stop.
|>>|| No. 25165
>I am trying to be reasonable and helpful here and if you start off with the 'how twisted you people are' in return this approach will stop.
No you are not, I have gone to various services asking for help but the fact is that I moved out to university in 2013 and found myself surrounded by intelligence officers who had guns and knives in the very flat I lived in. I was talking to a group of people on here at the time and someone tried to force a bomb plot onto me. This was a very traumatising experience and I was tortured during this year because the security services didn't want to acknowledge that I had existed within their work since 14.
Where can I go for help if I have gone to the mental health services and everyone else will just refuse to believe me or claim that I am insane. The people who are involved in trying to send me away have created a spiralling cost for the state and I can't exactly understand why this would even happen. It looks like a series of serious bunglings and I'm just stuck in the middle of it. I've always opposed terrorism and the problematic thing is that a large number of people have been involved in hiding this way.
I was kept struggling and unable to do much so you lot could continue making up shit around me to justify what you have done but it's always happened in a mismatched way IE, you lot claiming money from whichever source and then applying pressure to make things happen.
I want recourse because I know this has gone to the highest tier of MI5 fuckups, you're not going to be able to hide this away. You're trying to avoid making contact with me because if I look at the number of things you have tried to involve me in, it'd be disgusting.
This is not a cultural twist with anonymous being all cool and British about the way they deal with people they've tortured, it's a heinous thing that has happened here and absolutely no one wants to acknowledge this. It was hilarious a while ago when I wasn't talking about how the Tavistock Institute actually kidnapped me into this mess but before that, absolutely everything was fine.
|>>|| No. 25166
Mate, you've got paranoid schizophrenia. You clearly, obviously have paranoid schizophrenia. A bad first-year psychology student could diagnose you with paranoid schizophrenia. I'd say that you're a textbook example of paranoid schizophrenia, but textbook examples are rarely this blatant.
The mental health services tried to treat you for paranoid schizophrenia, which you have, rather than trying to break up a non-existent MI5 conspiracy. You need to be in treatment. You need to take the medication you're prescribed. You need to keep taking it, regardless of whether you feel well or not.
|>>|| No. 25167
No, I am just being followed around by the security services. It's not hard to believe seeing as how a lot of my online friends are connected to them and they managed to make a terrorism case out of me when I was 18. I feel perfectly fine otherwise, it's just that I'm a little worried about how much torture I face in a post brexit Britain. Perhaps I shouldn't have spoke about how I was forced into terrorism when I had spent much of my life opposing it but these things happen I guess.
How many lives get ruined out of this sort of thing? How do you fix yourself in order to keep away from the security services when you have serious traumas.
|>>|| No. 25168
If you think .gs is part of the MI5 conspiracy against you, why are you posting here looking for help?
|>>|| No. 25170
Genuinely one of the weirdest and most interesting /emo/ threads in this site's history.
Paranoid schizolad, why do you think you're being followed?
|>>|| No. 25171
Well if they are powerful enough to infiltrate his life to the extent described they probably don't give a toss whether he is onto them or not.
I'm aware I'm probably not helping but at this point OP has made it clear he doesn't want help.
|>>|| No. 25172
Where did you get the idea that the Tavistock Institute are behind this? Is it just the most obscure conspiracy theory reference that you could come up with? OP, are you merely an entertaining troll?
Why do you assume he isn't being followed?
|>>|| No. 25173
At the risk of giving OP ideas, does anyone else remember the chap who thought MI5 were sending books to wank outside his window? I'm not lining the video in /emo/.
|>>|| No. 25175
It must be really awful if you have an MI5 conspiracy ruining your life, and it's genuinely true, but nobody believes you because it sounds too much like you're a schizo loony. Like when that time Russel Crowe was under-cover in the cold war, but everyone thought he really was just a maths teacher.
I mean, what would you do? You'd have nowhere to turn. You'd probably start thinking you actually were crazy, but then in the end it turns out you really were Bruce Willis from the future.
But I think in this case it's more like that time Johnny Depp got mashed out of his brain on mescaline and thought he was a sports journalist.
|>>|| No. 25176
I'm trying to understand what makes you so special as to have the state after you? You aren't the Beatles. You aren't anybody famous. There isn't much you are capable of even if you were mind controlled by the MI5. Explain that to me.
|>>|| No. 25178
What made a bunch of detained mental patients so special that the state used them as laboratory animals for mind control experiments? The very plausible deniability. They never thought this stuff would come out but it did. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Project_MKUltra
Not saying OP isn't a whackjob but strange things do happen.
|>>|| No. 25611
Well I met a group of people off this website about 10 years ago and purple was there for a few minutes. I was 14 at the time and I think I was recruited into an intelligence ring that ended up making a very large amount of money out of my life. What happened was serious fraud as it involved coercion, torture and brainwashing. I know you're all trying to act like nothing happened but there are major things that happened through my life which cannot be covered up unless I'm killed off. I know what purple was like and how all of you lot do strange things but I want to get in contact with the people I had originally met.
|>>|| No. 25615
Well it's a secret because purple doesn't want to look like he had a role in the London 2011 riots (sorry for spilling the beans on the secret). I think after that, you all used my life to make yourselves look a certain way. A number of people got involved in my life and it just fell apart because you surrounded me with armed intelligence officers that I had to live with. I think that I had a normal life at 18 and then purple just felt like destroying it to convince everyone I was something I am not.
|>>|| No. 25621
If you're talking about the same meetup I attended, I refuse to believe any MI5 recruitment front would involve the playing of 2 girls 1 cup on a widescreen projector.
|>>|| No. 25789
What's more hilarious is how the idea of Shariah Patrols were popularised. On the night of the 2011 riots, I made a post in the huge thread we had on .gs about the activities of the YMO. purple decided to take this to parliament and they ended up having a discussion about it. Soon after, purple decided to engineer a series of youtube videos about it and then the idea took hold within the imaginations of a few billion. This only happened because of that imageboard post as purple would have otherwise left such propaganda alone.
When I really think about it, I probably would have never lived a normal life but I'm sort of satisfied when I was successfully able to promote the idea of semi autonomous regions existing within London. That in itself is some sort of recompense I suppose.
Does any moderator have the capability to show me the riots thread?
I think it's a fairly serious matter at this point.
|>>|| No. 25945
Well I feel a lot better now. I was just wondering about what marple's plans were for me in 2012 and why this board was militarised to a certain degree?
As I understand it, GCHQ were trying to recruit me and there were people in this place who were meant to oversee this. Instead, I think some treason has occured here. It's been some years but who do I go see to find out everything?
Apparently, I was meant to have learnt how to become a white gloves from mr white who had just come back from Hong Kong. The same one who was complaining about /iq/ being empty. From what I can see however, it seems that my posts in the Donald Trump election thread got a large number of other .gs users in a bit of trouble.
It's kind of funny to see a sequence of events unfold from one person not being recruited in.
|>>|| No. 25946
I'm going to be upfront and say that you seem quite delusional but obviously you will dismiss that.
So, why do you think GCHQ were trying to recruit you? What actually leads you to believe that?
|>>|| No. 25948
You're boring now. We've told you to seek treatment - we have nothing more to say to you, so stop posting your nuttiness.
|>>|| No. 25949
Why did you make it so difficult? All of this could have been avoided. Good luck finding people who believe you here.
|>>|| No. 25950
GHCQ (or was the ESRG?) used to have a test up on their public website, that if you passed and emailed them the clue you got an actual real job interview.
In any way, if the doughnut boys wanted you on board they'd be asking you to come work for them under threat of your undocumented parents being deported out of east London and back to east Bangladesh. Either that or you'd be tapped on the shoulder while working at a telco or IX that specifically interested them.
Good luck with the paranoid skitz anyway.
|>>|| No. 25966
A lot of users on here have made their fortunes from me though. I must admit, now that there are 10,000 dead people, you might wish you had second thoughts before doing something like this. I started a war between America and Britain and was included in a list of reasons as to why Donald Trump entered Parliament. This happened because no one has been helping me and it led to .gs losing a large number of users.
-white gloves/mr whites from China were all got rid of
-marple and some other IRC users
-Multiple networks in Eastern Europe
-An entire region of the world was destabilised
-A large number of Americans on both sides of the political spectrum
It's strange, I am one of the first people to have clicked on the britfa.gs link when marple put it up on Britchan, who would have thought all this would happen?
I just liked imageboards.
|>>|| No. 25967
Mate, you've got paranoid schizophrenia. You need psychiatric help. There's literally nothing else to say.
|>>|| No. 25969
I'm confused, is marple marple or are they separate entities, one of which has been gotten rid of?
|>>|| No. 25971
Oh and you helped get Donald Trump elected too?
You acknowledge in that post you need help - a random image board is not the place to find it.
|>>|| No. 25972
>A lot of users on here have made their fortunes from me though.
I missed out on this - are all you lads getting rich off this shit?
|>>|| No. 25973
The parallels to Emily Gyde are uncanny - remember she thinks she wrote the Harry Potter novels.
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