Took some ritalin over an hour ago, concerta XL 18mg, cut off the peach like casing and removed the white time delay bit, bombed the rest of it. Only eaten a large slice of pizza this morning.
3 pills worth about 100 minutes ago, another 3 about 50 minutes ago. Slight come up about half an hour after the first dose then that faded and since then nothing.
Bit sweaty and that's it really. Still fucking around and not working on my essay and ADHD ain't giving a shit.
Did I do something wrong? Any way to potentiate this? Don't want to take any more for a few hours because there should be just over 100mg in my system at the moment and that should be enough. Did this a couple of years ago and I remember being pretty monged but very work oriented. Maybe because I was snorting it? I can feel a tiny bit of the tingling feeling but it's not really doing anything.
Oh jesus fuck I just looked at my two year old post >>3787 and the guide I referenced there is the opposite of what I just did.
http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/475376-Ahhhh!!!!-Concerta!!!! is the guide I just followed since I couldn't remember, which said crush the grey bit. Since this isn't going nearly as fun-ly as it did last time, what's the chance throwing up now which cleanse me of the time release shite and let me enjoy some concerta and get some work done?
I can't imagine anything except furious masturbation getting done on 100mg. Something sounds very wrong there.
Can you not just get the work done yourself?
I find it very hard to. I can concentrate and co-ordinate manual stuff fine but with essays, as they're generally written on a computer, and even reading books my attention flickers all the time and I can't pin it down. Pressure helps which leads to deadline situations such as this one but I've been researching for months and this helped before.
And I did masturbate furiously earlier, for the third time in two hours, and it was good. Anyway, I decided to try chucking up because I've never tried inducing vomit sober and it wasn't that bad. Of course I know I'm now scum, but it kind of flew by. Now just to dig around in my bin for the white bits I chucked in there. That, I can do with dignity.
Basically I think I'm capable of producing a better essay this way, or an appropriately long essay fast enough to have time to vet it and refine it. I have a bad track record of being left to my own devices with essays.
I find it's very hard to do anything useful on the stuff. Reading or cleaning or anything that doesn't require real creativity is fine, but if I want to do something like writing an essay it'll just be bland and uninspired.
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No. 5755Anonymous 27th April 2013 Saturday 11:38 pm5755Desire to chat shit, obviously it's working
Hopefully not all bullshit.
Got all 6 from a sandwich packet on top of my bin, went to wash them off without easing the tap, 3 went down the sink :/
Anyway I figured I'd wait a bit for the delay part to subside, got bored after a walk to the shop and then took five of the active part (guessing ~75mg due to only most of the methylphenidate being in the white bits) at half 7.
A bit before 11, noticed teeth grinding a bit and a bit of 'that feeling'. Subsiding now so I figure another another round in a bit as work has fucked my sleeping pattern.
I have no self control and terrible work ethic, I snorted all 4 of my Ritalin that I was supposed to space out within an hour and consequently did nothing but get buzzed and drink loads of larger.
I wish medication worked for me but nothing can change hardwired laziness, stupidity and apathy.
I love how people who drink loads of lager can rarely spell lager. You'd think that constantly clutching a can that says "lager" on it in big letters would eventually clue them in to the spelling of lager, but no.
Haha, the other thread was a fucking trainwreck, had a skim over it and while it could definitely have been worse, I still cringed. I recall it being a pretty good experience though.
Though. Last night, I spent 2 1/2 hours *solid* googling variations of the title of this pdf I was looking for which I only needed for one reference and could have gotten elsewhere. That was fucking depressing, couldn't stop myself even after I put on the TV, had to try more combinations. Eventually found it on my uni network account buried in some philosophy articles, which I'd glanced over an hour earlier suspecting it'd be around. That's fucking me off, could have gotten a solid 1000 words done in that time.
I've just bombed another 4 1/2 5 pills and I have a couple of joints worth left for the evening. Going to watch M*A*S*H and wonder why my burps taste of chicken tikka until it kicks in.
Hit me with it, what about me specifically and not my thread/post is depressing? It's not a very nice thing to say but there isn't enough information for me to take offense.
The one time I took ritalin I'd had about 10 pints, I then got in a fight and ended up in A&E where I proceeded to try and score some coke off some guy who turned out to be a doctor.
