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Lad you've no reason to fear going to prison, i know you probably fear and loathe reading this but it's true.
It's all in your head lad. You really have to try to be the level of dickhead it takes to get thrown in prison.
As for the mental health stuff, you should definitely go and talk to your GP, talk to them about it and tell them you want some help, they can refer you to someone who knows what they're doing. Don't be surprised if they offer you some citilopram on the way out though, they're non habit forming happy pills that work slowly over the course of a few weeks and they really can take the edge off of intrusive thoughts and depression. I've been on them before and they did me a world of good.
Nobody in your personal or professional life needs to know if you dont want them to. My family didnt know for shit for years until my brother told me he went to the doctors about depression and stress and I offered up my experience with it and he's the only one who knows. it's easy to keep under wraps if you dont want people all up in your shit.