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I know I have to do it and I've literally done it before but that doesn't make it any easier. There's a person, I love him, but I'm done with him. I love eating pizza and playing video games with him but I just can't handle his inability to admit wrongdoing, the suddenness and the brutality with which he reacts to perceived criticism, nor the extreme lack of self-awareness which guarantees he will never be able to grow beyond the aforementioned.
I have given this person a second chance and a third chance after they have sunk to physical violence. If my sister told me this about someone she knew, any person, who had treated her like this I would kill the person. That feels silly to type, it sounds stupid to make out like I'm being abused by this person but they are obviously comfortable continuing to hang out with someone whom they must know is only still there because they are afraid by this point.
I have blocked him. Deleted him. But I know the next time I get drunk I'll be the one dialling him. How do I stop myself from calling someone I love who I know is bad?