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Well I'm about to see a psychotherapist for severe depression but I don't think that's related to the helplessness of it - I'm still not doing something I want to do and still don't know how to get out of it and into something else. There are practical steps that need to be taken - I don't know what they are in the first place, so my mental state can't block it yet.
I did a STEM BSc, a related management MSc and have been working in manufacturing QA for the last two years.
I just don't know how to change what I'm doing. Let's take finance for example - what do I bring to the table that would make someone want to employ me? I have no idea, I don't know what finance people do, I've never worked in it. IT - I have no IT skills.
I don't really know what everyone else does all day to be honest. I want something kind of project based and variable, which presents different problems and is not so procedural. Granted, workplaces don't often facilitate that, because adam smith and pins.