Admins, mods, please let me into /A/ for the alcoholism thread. I've been here for years and years and been struggling with addiction even longer. I won't cause a foreign fuss, and I pretty much never have in my time hete. .gs are my favourite internet people and I'd prefer engaging with this here.
I feel for you, but it's not that easy to just "let you in." You've had this explained to you before, at least twice. The last time you also said you were banned, when a ban message doesn't appear to geoblocked IPs.
Likewise, It's already been explained to you that the mods don't have the authority or the means to do it. You're far better off petitioning maroon or purple directly on IRC, lad.
Is it that important that you have access to that board? Can you not post in /emo/ or /fat/ about your personal situation? I'm sure people will still be happy to help.