I've really been curious about gay sex lately. But the thing is that I'm a bit of a fantasizer so I don't know if I'd actually like it in real life.
How do people do this shit? I just want some kind of gay immersion therapy where I look at another man's dick and just explore as far as I'd like to go without feeling pressured to continue. I've thought about just going on grinder but I'd be really annoyed if I went somewhere expecting a blowjob and didn't get one.