>>7382
Oh do fuck off you insufferable bastard.

Go to A&E. Just pick yourself up and go, now. You need help.

>>7382
>EVERYONE I meet is nice as pie whether you have money or not and then it is guaranteed that they shit on you.

How do you mean?

Get some better gear this time you div. Any cunt could have told you you weren't going to OD with the purity of British drugs these days, you probably just blasted two packs of paracetamol up your arm.

>>7386

Those special brown paracetamol, one assumes?

>>7387

Oh right, if it was brown then it must have been 100% pure.

You fucking dimwit.

>>7387

http://www.unodc.org/unodc/en/frontpage/2009/June/afghanistan-identifies-cutting-agents-for-heroin.html

>>7389

Interesting. (Also interesting is that I couldn't access that site directly (503 server error) but could get to it via archive.org). I'm still going to go out on a whim here and say that I'd assume paracetamol would be used to cut #4 heroin (hcl salt, white powder, rare as hell in the UK) as opposed to #3 heroin (brown freebase that you have to acidify up to inject, basically the only thing you get in the UK) although if someone with actual empirical knowledge of the subject says I'm wrong then I'll hapilly admit to being a pudding head with broccoli in my socks and apologise unreservedly to >>7386. Ahem.

OP here... I'm currently booked into a hotel and want something to do whilst winding down in bed so I will provide some explanation. Well. .. The beginning of the explanation anyway as I will be needing some sleep. Back in 5...

Oh I d id want to express disappointment at the original thread being deleted as if the job had been done as I intended then my final Words and thoughts and musings would have been lost forever. Anyways I'm back in the hotel room now and I'm gonna have a quick bath and give you some of my explanation and thoughts as to what has lead to all of this coming about.

>>7394
You said that the last time and never delivered. You even failed to kill yourself. I don't think I can trust you enough any more mate. I'm... I'm going to have to hide the thread.

>>7395

LOL that genuinely gave me a good laugh. It isn't that I failed to deliver and I apologise profusely for not dying, I really do not like to let people down, it is not a nice thing to do is IT?

Anyway the full rundown will come in the mormimg now due to two factors; this poxy room cost £134 and I am FUCKED. As in from tiredness as opposed to persian rugs ;)

>>7396
Stop teasing us with your story mate. The more you tease, the more I think that you might have gotten nonced in every orifice.

>>7396
Please don't listen to the cunts in this thread lad. Go and get help, go to A+E and explain your situation. They will help you.

>>7398
>A+E
That's not how you spell Dignitas.

Dear Ted, What has happened to us? I don't know. I feel myself in a spiral, going down down down, into a black hole from which there is no escape, no brightness. And loud in my ears from every side I hear, 'failure, failure, failure...' I love you so much ... I am too old and enmeshed in everything you do and are, that I cannot conceive of life without you ... My going will leave quite a rumour but you can say I was overworked and overwrought. Your reputation with your friends and fans will not be harmed ... Sometimes think of the fun we had all through the years ...

>>7398

Yes, indeed. What the FUCK do you think that A+E would possibly do for me part from probably nut me off? Fuck all, and plenty of it at that if you ask me.

There isn't really much that they could do and in the little amount of experience that I have had of hospitals, as soon as they find out that you are a drug user, their level of caring seems to diminish rapidly.

>>7403

What they would do is section you under the mental health act. And to be fair it sounds like they would be right to do so. You need help m8.

>>7404
Getting locked up against your will isn't nice.

>>7403
Where are the stories you promised? Where is the £1000 you promised me, mate? You are worse than Clegg.