>>7460

Just come on Skype FFS cause I will be going out in a very few minutes. I would love it...

>>7457
Why do you care about your image and how you are perceived on an anonymous imageboard? This fascination with being seen as a "hard" individual is very interesting. Do you want to tell me about it?

>>7463

Surely that is pure sarcasm? If not can someone else please explain?

>>7462
I'm 28, I live with my mum, and live off her. She is sleeping in the next room, so I can't be heard talking, or someone else talking. I'm not rich enough, smart enough, or have the social cache to start a business, get fairly well-off, live in hotels in different parts of the country, buy a lot of drugs and alcohol, and plan how I would want to kill myself.

>>7464
It isn't sarcasm. I want you to tell me more about yourself and how you see yourself.

>>7465
I wish that were really the case?

>>7466

Can you manage Skype for as long as my taxi takes to arrive or can you bear waiting an hour?

Well due to lack of response even though I will still (hopefully) be here I will pay as much attention as I can. But I will be leaving in about as much time as it takes for a cup of water to boil and for me to take the bit of thingy tat SWIM has left so if SWIY wants to continue with SWIM but preferably without using the fucking annoying acronym that I am sarcastically using then Skype would be best. Would someone please explain the fear of using Skype as id love to know out of interest? But fortunately for the wanting to wait I've been told i will only be half hour and that was from 7:16
'

>>7437
Repeating again:
>that money has not solved problems that I thought it would.
Why not?

I'm in a major downward spiral that I've let take hold of me, with the fascination that if I won the lottery (or another big win of some sort) all my problems would be solved because I could sort my depressing debt and everything else that gets me down because I can't afford it, like being able to drive which I can't because of the debt I got myself into! All my current problems seem to come down to money, even with the personal problems a lot more minor than yours (Beer and weed, not brown and whatever the fuck else you're doing) I think if I just had the money to sort myself out I would be ok, so ask again why money never solved your problems.

>>7482
Money can't buy happiness. You have to look within yourself to find true happiness and complete yourself.

>>7461

Why else would you post on /A/ unless you wanted advice on what drugs to take? If you wanted help, you would have posted on /emo/. Is it nasty to try help someone with advice when they've clearly had enough of this world?

>>7484
How edgy of you.

>>7485

Do you even know what that word means in this context?

There is a lad who lurks and posts here who likes to make stuff up to get attention, because it is the only way he knows how to interact with others. The reason this thread isn't in /emo/ is because he would be dragged into a constructive discussion and he doesn't want that.

This is /A/, therefore I'm giving advice on drugs.

>>7486
Advice on how to end one's life. Yes, that is very edgy, lad.

>>7487

That is what he asked, on a drugs discussion board no less.

>>7488
Doesn't make you any less edgy.

>>7489

Well, you are certainly entitled to your opinion.

I don't understand this thread. Has someone amassed the measly sum of 30 snaps and found themselves so shocked to find that it didn't bring them unending happiness that they've decided to off themselves?

Imagine the irony, 30 grand in the bank and still can't score brandy pure enough to OD on?

>>7491

It's more of a tolerance issue my friend.

>>7482

Sorry that I did not reply tp this question earlier.

It just turns out that foremost issue that I had in my life was a problem with my relationship and the fact that my partner cannot handle drugs in the way that I can and it has caused her a huge problem and the money has made it worse rather than better.

I know some may feel that this thread would have been better on /emo/ perhaps but I wanted to discuss drugs more than anything.

What is the best way to potentiate opiates? It's just that no matter how good the brandy is, I do not ever get a gouch. The only way that I can do so is to be sick as fuck for 5 days or so. Other than that a shit load of valium does the trick but where I am at the moment they are very tricky to get a hold of and there are certain reasons that I do not want to go to my usual source for these things.

And anyway, I have changed my mind on departing as it would make me feel like a quitter and I would be letting certain people down in my life and I don't feel that I should do that to them.

Does anybody know off hand what the current purity levels of brown are suppose to be in the UK? I mean fuck, back in the 90's when I had my first habit, half a 6 of brown would fucking ruin me. When I did that henry the other day I was absolutely shocked beyond belief that it didn't floor me!

Oh, btw, does grapefruit juice really potentiate opiates as much as people say it does or is this just an old wives tale?

>>7482

Would you like to speak more privately? As depending on the depth of your issues and the reasons behind them I may well be able to help and also be happy to do so. I was just thinking before I read this post fully that what would make me happiest at the moment would be to make someone else happy by solving their issues.

Myself, I have just thought that I would be at my happiest if I was living in the rainforest building houses or whatever for some tribes people for no pay at all with nothing more to worry about than getting fed every day.

Currently I only do the brown as I have to or I will be ill. The only drug I get enjoyment from is the white but even then that is starting to get rather boring. What I would really really love would be some top notch acid.

Just as a brief aside, why does it tend to be that things/food/drugs etc that taste the best or make you feel the best just so happen to be the things that are the worst for you, your body and/or your mind and the things that are the best for you and do you good taste like fucking shit etc?

In all honesty, I have been completely sarcastic when I have been talking about being 'are, it was directed at one poster here in particular and another poster happened to take it the wrong way. The worst thing that I have ever done in my life was to get involved in drugs at all in any way, shape or form. It's just that when I first sampled something that altered my perception it fucking fascinated me no end.

Also I feel very strongly that what led me further down the path of drugs was the fact that parents and teachers etc etc make them out to be far far worse than they actually are and tell lies making out that stuff like weed will kill you. So when I tried weed and it didn't cause me to keel over and die I thought that they must be talking shit about how bad everything else is too and they won't fuck me up as bad as what is made out.

I think that it is time to that we started educating the younger generation more openly and honestly about drugs and how they affect our lives as if I had had the proper info I would not be where I am now with my drug usage.

>>7496
>why does it tend to be that things/food/drugs etc that taste the best or make you feel the best just so happen to be the things that are the worst for you, your body and/or your mind and the things that are the best for you and do you good taste like fucking shit etc?
Because they contain things which are essential in small doses but were very hard to obtain in large quantities in the deep past, so we evolved to have a stronger desire/appreciation for them.

>>7493

> Does anybody know off hand what the current purity levels of brown are suppose to be in the UK? I mean fuck, back in the 90's when I had my first habit, half a 6 of brown would fucking ruin me. When I did that henry the other day I was absolutely shocked beyond belief that it didn't floor me!

I know what you mean mate, just last year a 5g or 1/4oz deal of speed would see me through a month, but I've been through 5g in the last week alone. It's hard to know, sometimes, when your tolerance is fucked and when the quality of the collies is simply shit.

You can try purifying your #3 base with 28% hydrochloric acid solution and ammonium hydroxide but it's probably more trouble than it's worth. If you really want to blast off you probably want to get something medical grade at this point, there are plenty of pharmaceutical opiates available online.

>>7483
You haven't a clue, m8.

>>7493
No offence but all your posts have been incoherent and this answer you have given is even more so. The money became a problem because you could buy more drugs..?

>>7495
I don't wanna derail this thread by pouring my problems into it which I've made my own threads in /emo/ before, was just curuous to OPs answer which I think I get the gist of? You should do volunteer work.

>>7499

Was the humour in that post actually intended? Whichever way, it made me fucking laugh hysterically. Just to be clear, you have pointed out that some or all of my posts have been incoherent when I am admitting to taking shit loads of drugs.

If you actually slipped that in there you are a fucking genius, Sir. If you didn't just say that you did so that you can bask in the glory of being called a genius.

Anyway, on to today's issues. I'm fucking the dark off completely as I am paying for something that isn't giving me any enjoyment whatsoever and is just making me able to function, so I am going to get signed up for the state sponsored addiction. Preferably subs. Well, it's actually they give me subs or I'm not accepting fuck all else from them as I went through hell with the fucking methadone. But that is another story entirely. And for the meantime I have actually secured a good ten or eleven 8mg Subutex which will see me through at least a week if not more.

So with that issue sorted I am wondering if anyone can give an answer to this question. I have had some suspicions that the husband of the hotel owner has been searching through my private stuff whilst I have been out each day, but due to the amount of drugs that I have been taking I thought that it may be fairly reasonable to conclude that it was simply me being a bit paranoid. But anyway I set up some security software on my laptop that will start the webcam recording when it detects movement and it turns out that this fuckwit has indeed been going through my shit and when I got back in just now he has very kindly placed my sin bin on my bedside table. Now, if that isn't saying something without actually saying it then I don't fucking know what is. For one, it's not illegal to possess drug paraphernalia in Great Britain. And secondly he is only meant to be changing the bedding but on the camera that recorded the video with sound also he has spent the best part of two fucking hours searching through my fucking shit.

What I would like to know is what the legalities are on what he is doing here. As I don't think it unreasonable to assume that he is doing this in all of the fucking rooms in the place and it seems just a little bit bloody creepy. Does anyone actually KNOW for certain what the legals are here or where I should look to find out? One thing is for sure is that when I get up tomorrow I am going to GTFO as I am not paying for that shit as I would feel like a cunt to do so.

I am going to finish my cigarette and get my nut down as I will need to be up early and go and find somewhere else for tomorrow night. I'm looking forward to an answer to this one as I am not entirely sure myself...

Oh, I forgot to add that with regards to the coherence of my posts I actually thought that all things considered I had done pretty fucking well to even press the right fucking keys let alone string a sentence together at all.....

Fucking hell.... The scrapings from my pipe. Nice surprise. Update coming up in a moment.

>>7503
You're not 'ard, mate.

>>7505

Fackin' double 'ard ya melt.

I just got this as well. Result!

10940060 11-06-58
Lend's a quid m8

>>7509
>Runcorn.
Dear Lord! How horrible.

I have just had kind of had a pretty bad coke overdose.

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE ANOTHER COKE USER TELL ME THE BEST THING TO DO AND QUICK.

>>7511

Tat's i! I've severe dilemma of

>>7511

Breathe deeply and try to focus on breathing and nothing else.

>>7511

I'm very late to the party but for next time try to have some fast-acting benzos on hand, they deal with blood pressure spikes and acute vasoconstriction fairly well and if taken correctly within the cocaine's intranasal window of effect.

Of course, your bigger problem is that cocaine is a fairly effective sodium channel blocker at high doses, which means that along with tachycardia you get your heart rhythm all out of whack too. The benzos should take care of the tachycardia which reduces your overall risk although if you're really worried you can offset cocaine's sodium channel blocking action using a hypertonic IV solution of bicarbonate of soda.

The thing is, if you're sniffing your cocaine in the UK you're probably not overdosing and are rather more likely to be having a simple panic attack. Conversely, if you're IVing your cocaine you'll probably be dead from your OD before any benzos have a chance to kick in or you even remember where your bicarb is, or if you even have any.

tl;dr if you're really in a position to be ODing on coke you'll probably be deaad before you can do anything about it.

Sage for wasting thirty of my own minutes typing out advice that no one will ever be in a position to use.

>>7519

Thanks for the well written reply. It really was an accident. The stuff I buy is 70% plus purity. I think it was a very close shave to be honest. I didn't think about what I was doing and I put in the same amount of the white as I normally would the brown. Pretty soon after I pulled the needle out I felt the most amazing rush I've ever had but it kept increasing and I knew it was too much. I knew I needed fresh air and as soon as I tried to walk my legs were buckling from underneath me and I couldn't walk. I was convinced I'd had it I even fell down the stairs but managed to get out of the building. Thankfully the od began to subside but I still wasn't quite right. The thought that I knew coke is short acting helped me psychologically to a huge degree. I calmed down and back up to the flat and aside from being scared I began to calm instantly. I was convinced I'd be meeting my maker pretty sharpish though still I just stayed calm with my legs elevated to take pressure off the heart. It's changed my outlook on life. Just to add that if anyone thinks of this a suicide method then DON'T EVEN CONSIDER IT. You will be terrified to say the least lol. This may silly but it also happened to be the beslŕt.

To sort out the mess that is life I'm moving to the isle of Lewis. Can't write anytime

>>7520

Sorry about that last reply I was half falling asleep so I will continue once I've grabbed my laptop and tell you what my next step is and also a bit more about the coke OD. Speak soon.

We haven't heard from you in a while. Are you dead?

>>7523
No mate. I injected pure nicotine. I'm proper 'ard, aren't I? I bet nobody can top me now. You cunts.

Just want to refer back to
>Even so I am not a fucking nutter

>>7523

Still here. Just done a cold turkey detox, been clean 3 and half weeks. In a Christian community house, they have really helped me. Also got a DVT in left leg. The pain is indescribable. Was in hospital for a week having an access removed, this however was painless. The DVT pain is starting to subside though. I am on daily heparin injections.

>>7606

abscess not access, sorry.

Well I am still clean...

But, I will be forever haunted by the legacy that I have been left with.

Spent some time in hospital with DVT, which was the most painful thing I have ever experienced. Had an abscess removed from my groin. Staphylococcus Aureus infection in the blood from this abscess. Anaemia, lymphoedema, pyrexia and a lung abscess.

All very nice. The other remaining two complaints are still being investigated and I just cannot bring myself to talk about that at the moment...

Drugs... JUST SAY NO D:

>>7355

OP here...

FUCKING WIN!

I am still clean. TA DAAAA

>>7920
Good man.

>>7921

Got to tell you, it was fucking harrowing reading this thread. It took a lot of courage for me to search it out.