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We tend to have a lot of repeated threads here, but I also get the feeling people don't tend to post in /emo/ unless it's a big issue. |
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Off the top of my head Yoga with Adriene is pretty good. She has a day by day 30 challenge which might be perfect for you. Do try to get some fresh air as well. |
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Anyone else been in a weird state of mind over the past few days? Angry or depressed? |
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I don't know if this is minor or not, but I've just had a breakdown all thanks to a council gritter. |
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Good thread OP. If nobody responds to this it isn't the end of the world, it'd be nice just to vent. |
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Anglosphere_2007_overweight_rate.png ![]() ![]() ![]() I like thin women. But the world is becoming fatter and it is affecting my ability to feel sexually aroused. The number of people I encounter that I find physically attractive has dropped to the point where I feel sexually frustrated. |
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ap0BQMn_700b.jpg ![]() ![]() ![]() >>23586 |
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original.jpg ![]() ![]() ![]() I'm at the end of my research thesis. I just need to get <10k words down which should be done by after Christmas if not before. |
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0803_marathon-women.jpg ![]() ![]() ![]() >>23595 |
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tumblr_mhbbtwezVH1qjdniso4_1280.jpg ![]() ![]() ![]() >>23602 |
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tumblr_lojps3w9lM1qjdniso1_1280.jpg ![]() ![]() ![]() >>23604 |
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large.jpg ![]() ![]() ![]() >>23611 |
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f39f876e9e846d63f4fbc096617489cf.jpg ![]() ![]() ![]() >>23615 |
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Look what you did, you Ana chasing filth. Look at what you started. Look! |
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stahp.jpg ![]() ![]() ![]() >>23614 |
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432px-USObesityRate1960-2004.svg.png ![]() ![]() ![]() >>23594 |
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Trump-sad-face.jpg ![]() ![]() ![]() >>23621 |
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I've recently returned to education part time to fix some grades that I fucked up the last time I took the course and I increasingly find myself questioning why I bothered. Well actually I know exactly why I bothered; I'm hoping to hook a control room operator job in a CCGT power plant for some sweet easy ££££ but when I met and got to know the others on the course I felt a bit left behind as there are some very ambitious people on the course, I am also frustrated at the slow pace the course is going and find myself increasingly uninterested in the subjects at hand. |
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This morning I woke up. I think that was a mistake and I regret it. Instead of just going back to sleep I decided to solider on and now I feel just awful. Out of a sense of decorum I decided drinking vodka at 8am wasn't the way I wanted to manage this, and instead watched a, and I use the term in the broadest sense here, ‘documentary’ on netflix where they mashed a bunch of interviews from comedians talking about how miserable they all are together, then I went for a walk round the park and back. Everything was as dull and as mediocre as it was the last time I went there except because it was 10 am on a Sunday there were grubby noisy humans everywhere. |
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How can I turn myself off? Like a computer, just switch off, and switch back on some time later? I'm getting tired and I need to shut down for a couple of years. |
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Temazepam.jpg ![]() ![]() ![]() >>23679 |
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I am filled with sorrow. I'm finding it hard not to burst into tears in public a lot. |
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How does one get over a fear of rejection & failure? |
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Lads has anybody had a week or two where they don't feel themselves ever? What did you do? |
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>>23801>>23802>>23803>>23804>>23805 |
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Just delete the fucking posts. Click the Anonymous. |
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Dear Santa, |
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My aunt is kind of a snobby bitch who always comes up to me at family gatherings and says insulting things in a subtle enough way that it takes me a moment to figure out what she was actually saying, by which point she's sidled off. I'm quite tempted to buy her some sort of children's toy "from santa, to help you keep your mind active". |
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image.jpg ![]() ![]() ![]() Mostly fuck Christmas. I never get to see my family, I never get to see friends, I never get to party and I can't talk to anyone about it. I've chosen this career and it's all my own doing, but sometimes the fucking loneliness, which I was well aware of in the beginning, gets a bit much. |
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I've been with my gf for a few years but I have a weird (and maybe unique?) problem. I get jealous over things that happened _before_ I met her. Say she's tagged in a picture from years ago where she happens to be having fun I will get a horrible pang of envy possibly because she dared to look happy without me. It is painful and I can feel it in my stomach and chest. |
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I am bored. |
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Every time I scroll past that OP image I think it's Alexander Armstrong. |
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>>I wouldn't say I'm depressed- I've been truly depressed before, and this doesn't feel like that. I just feel listless, numb, bored. |
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I've been feeling down to the point where I have been actively battling suicidal ideation every waking hour this past week. I can't find the motivation to take any greater steps, just hanging on is all I can manage. |
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You can't beat death. |
>> | No. 24158
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I have the most amazing and supportive girlfriend, who has put up with so much shit from me due to me being a mentally ill fuck up. She'd do anything for me, and talks often of marriage and kids, and we're meant to be moving in together in a few months after 2 years of dating. |
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The desire to be wiped out completely off the face of the earth grows within me. |
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My state of mind flipflops so wildly recently and I don't know why. I'd describe myself as hypersensitive. |
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3D3244F000000578-4222534-image-a-6_1487067737852.jpg ![]() ![]() ![]() I got upset over the treatment of possibly trolling, more likely horribly real and needing to vent nonenglishspeaking deathbedlad on this board, posted on /shed/ and was accused of being deathbedlad, as was someone else who questioned it after me. I got surprisingly upset about all of that and really hope there is some reason people think he was trolling for attention. I nearly came close to full-scale teary 'I am leaving gs forever' territory accompanied by a list of the marvels and memorable posts I have introduced to this place since 2010, but didn't. |
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What is my purpose? |
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survivestyle50750xd.jpg ![]() ![]() ![]() >>24254 |
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You know that thing lassies do where they flirt with you and say things which give you the impression of being interested, but then also just blatantly ignore your communication for hours/days on end? |
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pizza.jpg ![]() ![]() ![]() >>24293 |
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What is a good reason to not kill yourself? |
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You know that thing where you're just completely blagging it through life, and somehow you're just getting away with it all? You know, you bullshit all day at work, you lie your way through awkward situations, you make things up as you go along and hope it works out. |
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Just going to bump this thread. For the first time in almost a year I've had actual isolated time to myself. It hasn't gone well. I had a lot of alcohol and it resulted in lots of shouting, bruised knuckles and lots of tears. For the past almostyear I've been socialising a lot, traveling through different countries and all that, I think it distracted me. Turns out that if I'm left by myself I'm exactly the same as before I set out to do all that, If that makes sense. Left to my own devices I think I'm just done and it's a matter of time. |
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I have nothing to say yet want to be heard. |
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>>24555 |
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Huh, I forgot about this thread but for the previous posters, >24555 was me. For what it's worth it's not alcohol that makes me feel that way though I understand why people think that, it really does just help me cope, I can get a good cry in and let some things out much easier (always by myself) then pass out easily too. If I don't drink and have sessions like that then I spiral more and it gets much worse, I fixate and don't sleep and oddly alcohol has kept me here at least. I'm aware that's not a good thing probably. |
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It is so liberating to be so brain-damaged that you forget about things that happened years ago, people you have met, things you did, etc. Sometimes I play along and act like I know what the fuck-off memory some of the cunts around me are talking about. |
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Sometimes, I feel very happy, and sometimes I feel very, very down, irritable and just wishing that I would not wake up from my sleep forever. I think this is wearing down my friends and family because they see me as really happy and joking around with them one time, and just really closed off and pissed off at other times. |
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Lately I have found myself experiencing a certain longing when I watch TV shows that involve best friends and how they do stuff together. Even the X-Files. The reason being that I used to be best friends with a girl I knew for over 10 years and we'd hang out so much we really grew into each other, kindred spirits I guess. You' know how when you know someone so well you can communicate without saying anything - just with a look like you have some hidden language. |
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I was going to wish my ex happy birthday today (well, yesterday) on the f.book. We hardly talk now, but in the process I saw the chat log of our break up and I became bitter, resentful, in pain and close to tears and decided it was best not to talk to her in case I acted on that feeling. |
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b4e2efe390b6e06ff75f4783d5e75afa.jpg ![]() ![]() ![]() >>24892 |
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Untitled.png ![]() ![]() ![]() >>24893 |
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My cunt brain doesn't work. |
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I've become fundamentally crap at taking care of myself, in the most fundamentally basic ways. |
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I'd just like to say my cunt brain is doing alright at the minute. |
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I care more about the people I'm employed to look after than myself. Much more. They are fantastic, and I have no idea why I'm still here. |
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I feel as though my time with .gs may be drawing to a close, and it's making me sad. |
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I really hate summer. Makes me very depressed. |
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Sometimes, when I'm squeezing out the last few squirts of a piss, a little nugget of shit pops out and nestles between my arse cheeks. |
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Does anyone know if there's a kind of careers/life advice service available for adults. In the past year or so my mind has got so cloudy and I struggle conceptualise things properly and as I result I feel a bit stuck. I have lots of ideas of things I want/wish to do but I can't quite get it together or explain it. |
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Dating is shit. Socialising is shit. I keep trying but nobody seems to follow it up when I initiate things. Feels lonely. |
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I'm a 28 year old 'NEET', overweight and lead a very inactive lifesytle. I barely engage in my interests outside of playing games on the computer. It wouldn't take a great deal of effort to change this but I lack the meaning and enthusiasm to do so at the moment. |
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No1.gif ![]() ![]() ![]() >>25148 |
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Wow, I'm glad I'm just in a shallow pool of melancholy and not the actively manic and frequently delusional head space I was at a month ago, otherwise I might have done something properly mental (like expecting IAPT to have helped me). |
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Things get worse. They don't get better. |
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Screenshot 2017-07-21 at 23.36.34.png ![]() ![]() ![]() >>25163 |
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After 5 years of not smoking, I have gone back to smoking because I feel less suicidal and depressed. Does that make any sense? I started a couple of weeks back and I have just been okayish and sometimes even happy. I socialise better. I'm not moody and cutting everyone off. I switched to vaping, and although it was weird, I am doing just fine. |
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>>25177 |
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I'm going to spend two weeks in the middle of nowhere in Europe, with no alcohol, drugs or cigarettes. I feel like I might die, but if that's how it goes, it goes. |
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Why does my worldview seem so right while other peoples so wrong? How does it feel right, deep down, as if principle? |
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Why can't I just be a little bit drunk all the time? I know this is like the Inebriati but honestly everything is so much better with the right amount of drink. I'm switched on. I'm actually motivated to do things. I get tipsy and I read, I clean, I get exercise. What's bad about that? |
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I feel like Venlafaxine might have been made by the devil himself, or at least had its creation funded by the bastard. |
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I haven't had alcohol in almost a week. I'm surrounded by mountains and forest. Perhaps the best way to be rid of something is to go where it isn't. |
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I feel like my moral code has become so distant from modern societies that I feel like John Savage in Brave New World seeing fault in everything. |
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I'm starting to wonder the effect of consuming others creation rather than generating my own. All I'm doing is laying myself as the foundation for their worldview. If I don't want that is it fair to expect others to uphold mine? |
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There's an awful lot of 'Bash the fash' stuff going on over on facebook with people advocating non-violent resistance being labelled Nazi-sympathisers and subsequently ejected from the echo chambers. |
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troupe.png ![]() ![]() ![]() >>25310 |
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A.png ![]() ![]() ![]() >>25314 |
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>>25318 |
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25323
>>25312 |
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25324
>>25323 |
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25325
>>25323 |
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25326
>>25324 |
>> | No. 25327
25327
C992HjJXgAAKmwL.jpg ![]() ![]() ![]() >>25326 |
>> | No. 25328
25328
Okay that's enough politics in /emo/. |
>> | No. 25354
25354
The more I talk the more vulnerable I feel. |
>> | No. 25356
25356
>>25354 |
>> | No. 25357
25357
>>25356 |
>> | No. 25358
25358
>>25357 |
>> | No. 25378
25378
I feel restless - like I want life to end already. |
>> | No. 25379
25379
>>25378 |
>> | No. 25380
25380
>>25379 |
>> | No. 25381
25381
>>25380 |
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25383
>>25381 |
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25385
>>25383 |
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25391
>>25385 |
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25394
>>25391 |
>> | No. 25471
25471
>>25271 |
>> | No. 25525
25525
I have barely left the house for the last couple of weeks, and when I went out to the shop earlier I felt an undeniable social phobia. I never realised before how I need to maintain the skill of being outside with joe public. |
>> | No. 25646
25646
My girlfriend keeps nagging at me to visit my parents more often and for some reason it's proper winding me up. |
>> | No. 25648
25648
>>25646 |
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25649
>>25646 |
>> | No. 25650
25650
>>25649 |
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25651
>>25646 |
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25652
>>25651 |
>> | No. 25661
25661
She's the only thing that's made me happy all year but I'm too miserable to send her a text. |
>> | No. 25662
25662
im still in that job, surprised i havent offed myself |
>> | No. 25670
25670
>>25662 |
>> | No. 25675
25675
sitting.jpg ![]() ![]() ![]() >>25670 |
>> | No. 25676
25676
>>25652 |
>> | No. 25677
25677
I think I'm a serial seducer. |
>> | No. 25678
25678
>>25677 |
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25679
>>25677 |
>> | No. 25680
25680
Untitled.png ![]() ![]() ![]() >>25677 |
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25681
>>25680 |
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25682
>>25681 |
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25683
>>25682 |
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25684
>>25681 |
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25686
>>25684 |
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25687
>>25686 |
>> | No. 25688
25688
>>25687 |
>> | No. 25689
25689
You people are talking about deciding whether you are sexually attracted to someone within the first few minutes of meeting them is something unique to the female psyche. |
>> | No. 25690
25690
>>25689 |
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25691
>>25690 |
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25692
>>25690 |
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25693
>>25690 |
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25694
>>25689 |
>> | No. 25695
25695
>>25692 |
>> | No. 25696
25696
Started back at uni again, taking another repeat year. Went to the welcome back lecture and felt so out of place. I'm incapable of making friends and basic social interaction, even though I've been here for years. Want to go to society events to get out of the house, but know when I get there I'll freeze up and be unable to talk to people. Feel like a failure of a human. Autism is suffering. |
>> | No. 25697
25697
>>25696 |
>> | No. 25698
25698
Basement rug.jpg ![]() ![]() ![]() I'm worried I'll become suicidal if I fail my next ESA reassessment (Or PIP, whatever they're doing there). I'm also worried that if I tell them this they'll interpret it a a threat or ultimatum. The only way I can think to explain this to them is "I don't mean for this to be a threat but I fear I might commit suicide if rejected". I don't know if suicide is true but I'm certain I will struggle with my mental health considerably. |
>> | No. 25699
25699
>>25696 |
>> | No. 25700
25700
>>25696 |
>> | No. 25701
25701
>>25698 |
>> | No. 25712
25712
I'm going back to do my masters just for something to do, but I really like living in new places so that's a plus. |
>> | No. 25715
25715
If I find her attractive she's too good for me. Feels bad, yo. how do I raise my self image? |
>> | No. 25716
25716
>>25715 |
>> | No. 25717
25717
>>25715 |
>> | No. 25718
25718
>>25716 |
>> | No. 25724
25724
>>25716 |
>> | No. 25725
25725
>>25724 |
>> | No. 25728
25728
Realised today that a load of people inexplicably unfriended me from their Facebooks with no communication, and it really bummed me out. I can't think of an particular motive beyond blind speculation, it seems like small petty shit to be worked up over, a web app that I hardly use, but I consider that a symbolic declaration they don't want me in their life ever again and it's hard not to feel rejected by that, particularly when these are people I've known for years. |
>> | No. 25729
25729
>>25728 |
>> | No. 25730
25730
>>25729 |
>> | No. 25731
25731
>>25730 |
>> | No. 25738
25738
Me and my girlfriend are probably going to break up pretty soon, her issue with me is only that I am not multiple people, and I don't feel like compromising on that point. I wasn't expecting this I have no exit strategy. I feel a bit lost in how to focus on what I should do next, I don't have a job and I've got less than £100 and until this morning when my living arrangement changed I was ineligible for benifits. |
>> | No. 25739
25739
>>25738 |
>> | No. 25740
25740
>>25739 |
>> | No. 25747
25747
cool-duct-tape-art-carved.jpg ![]() ![]() ![]() What is it I feel when looking back on my life through the medias I absorbed as a youngster? What I mean is .. when listening to System of a Down again (what can I say) I realise where a lot of the thoughts I have these days come from, or at least where they were catalysed. Music seems to be the major one, it tends to be where we identify most (as such could it be said music is a purer form of art?) |
>> | No. 25748
25748
>>25747 |
>> | No. 25749
25749
>>25748 |
>> | No. 25774
25774
I don't care about anything and it's starting to scare me. I just can't give a fuck about fuck all. I could fall under a train and I'd only be bothered by the momentary discomfort. |
>> | No. 25775
25775
>>25774 |
>> | No. 25776
25776
>>25774 |
>> | No. 25777
25777
>>25776 |
>> | No. 25778
25778
SexyLimmy.jpg ![]() ![]() ![]() >>25776 |
>> | No. 25779
25779
I don't know who is edgier, the people who claim not to care about anything to the point of suicide, or the people who encourage them to do it. |
>> | No. 25780
25780
>>25779 |
>> | No. 25781
25781
>>25779 |
>> | No. 25782
25782
The bank has sent a letter informing me that I am due to start paying back the loan for my research degree on the 30th of this month. I thought I had until the end of January but I was wrong. I've not finished my thesis yet and I know it won't be done and dusted by the 30th. Even the end of January felt like a stretch with the viva and getting over this writers block I've had for months. |
>> | No. 25783
25783
>>25782 |
>> | No. 25784
25784
>>25783 |
>> | No. 25785
25785
>>25784 |
>> | No. 25786
25786
How do you cope without anyone to talk to and no support network? |
>> | No. 25787
25787
>>25786 |
>> | No. 25788
25788
>>25786 |
>> | No. 25790
25790
>>25786 >>25787 |
>> | No. 25791
25791
>>25788 |
>> | No. 25792
25792
>>25791 |
>> | No. 25793
25793
>>25785 |
>> | No. 25794
25794
Can you book a doctors appointment by just walking into the surgery itself? I wanted to tomorrow, but I'm going to run out of credit tonight so I can't call. |
>> | No. 25795
25795
>>25794 |
>> | No. 25796
25796
>>25795 |
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25797
>>25796 |
>> | No. 25798
25798
>>25793 |
>> | No. 25799
25799
>>25798 |
>> | No. 25800
25800
I keep sending weird messages. |
>> | No. 25801
25801
>>25800 |
>> | No. 25802
25802
>>25800 |
>> | No. 25803
25803
>>25800 |
>> | No. 25804
25804
Pffft! Fucking hell, I'm 23 in a month. I know that's not remotely old or anything but I swear I was 19 about 15 minutes ago. I really need to get my shit together. Football Manager considers the cut off for personal progress to be 24 and who am I to disagree? |
>> | No. 25806
25806
So I'm being chased for debt from 02 for a phone contract I fucking cancelled two years ago. |
>> | No. 25807
25807
>>25806 |
>> | No. 26165
26165
How do I stop making others' feelings my problem? |
>> | No. 26166
26166
>>26165 |
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26167
>>26165 |
>> | No. 26168
26168
>>25806 |
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26178
>>26168 |
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26179
>>26178 |
>> | No. 26181
26181
>>26168 |
>> | No. 26197
26197
I'm tired of the endless cycle of committing myself to someone, only to have them give up a few years down the line. I just don't have the energy for it all anymore. |
>> | No. 26198
26198
>>26197 |
>> | No. 26199
26199
>>26198 |
>> | No. 26203
26203
Minor relationship advice please: |
>> | No. 26204
26204
>>26203 |
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26205
>>26203 |
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26206
>>26203 |
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26207
>>26203 |
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26208
>>26207 |
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26209
>>26208 |
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26210
>>26208 |
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26211
>>26209 |
>> | No. 26212
26212
>>26211 |
>> | No. 26408
26408
A girl from work is leaving and I am really going to miss her. |
>> | No. 26409
26409
>>26408 |
>> | No. 26411
26411
>>26408 |
>> | No. 26412
26412
>>26408 |
>> | No. 26414
26414
>>26408 |
>> | No. 26423
26423
>>26414 |
>> | No. 26426
26426
>>26414 |
>> | No. 26427
26427
Scout_doing_the_Home_Run_taunt_TF2[1].png ![]() ![]() ![]() >>26426 |
>> | No. 26484
26484
Increasingly I am thinking this will only end one way. |
>> | No. 26548
26548
Always goes the same way: |
>> | No. 26549
26549
>>26484 |
>> | No. 26550
26550
>>26548 |
>> | No. 26552
26552
>>26550 |
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26556
>>26550 |
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26557
>>26550 |
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26558
>>26557 |
>> | No. 26560
26560
>>26558 |
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26561
>>26560 |
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26563
>>26561 |
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26564
>>26563 |
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26565
>>26563 |
>> | No. 26566
26566
>>26564 |
>> | No. 26567
26567
>>26566 |
>> | No. 26568
26568
>>26566 |
>> | No. 26597
26597
It'd be nice to have at least one parent who didn't need to be pissed by early evening just to get through a day. |
>> | No. 26598
26598
>>26597 |
>> | No. 26599
26599
Not sure if this is the right thread to post this in, but I'm beginning to learn that women don't react well to being 'ghosted'. |
>> | No. 26600
26600
>>26599 |
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26601
>>26600 |
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26602
>>26601 |
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26603
>>26600 |
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26604
>>26600 |
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26605
>>26603 |
>> | No. 26606
26606
>>26605 |
>> | No. 26615
26615
I've been on a bunch of dates recently but never get as far as progressing things beyond a second meeting. The latest one has just ghosted me after saying they wanted to hang out again. Don't get what I'm doing wrong really. Is it inevitable to go through this much rejection as a guy? |
>> | No. 26617
26617
>>26615 |
>> | No. 26618
26618
>>26615 |
>> | No. 26619
26619
>>26615 |
>> | No. 26621
26621
>>26619 |
>> | No. 26622
26622
I've basically got an hour of mental energy per day and then I go bonkers and curl up like a dead Woodlouse. |
>> | No. 26623
26623
My mood has been inexplicably low for the last 24 hours. I'm beginning to wonder if my doctor prescribed me a placebo instead of mood stablisers as an experiment. Posting in this thread rather than starting a new one because i don't think there is really any constructive advice emo can give me that I don't know and haven't given myself. I just want to have a moan anonymously. My brain is broken no one has a good fix for it, and it leads to spontaneously shitty days. Meeting with the doctor next week maybe they will increase my dose or reveal the ruse and give me something functional. |
>> | No. 26624
26624
>>26623 |
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26625
>>26624 |
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26626
>>26624 |
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26627
>>26626 |
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26628
>>26627 |
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26629
>>26628 |
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26630
>>26629 |
>> | No. 26631
26631
>>26630 |
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26632
>>26629 |
>> | No. 26645
26645
>>26632 |
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26647
>>26645 |
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26648
>>26645 |
>> | No. 26655
26655
>>26647 |
>> | No. 26719
26719
>go check on your very first ex |
>> | No. 26721
26721
pic unrelated.png ![]() ![]() ![]() I've just realised the seriousness of a health condition I'm being tested for. |
>> | No. 26722
26722
>>26721 |
>> | No. 26726
26726
Got stood up for a date last night. I'm not angry. More perplexed. |
>> | No. 26727
26727
My life's going down the shitter. Being evicted, so had to find a new house fast. Found one, it's a bit of a shithole, but it was the only place that would allow a cat. Had to use all my savings and borrow money off mine and my partner's family to afford the £1500 to move. Now I'm broke, can't afford stuff we need for the house like a fridge, and I've gotten really ill. Too ill to work, but on a zero hours contract so not like I can get signed off and get sick pay. Every night all I can think about is killing myself. I feel like obstacles keep coming up and it's not worth living anymore. At least if I'm dead I don't have to deal with all this tedious shit. |
>> | No. 26728
26728
>>26727 |
>> | No. 26729
26729
>>26728 |
>> | No. 26730
26730
What's the point in the crisis team? I phoned them and told them I'm hearing voices and I'm suicidal, they told me that I should write down my problems as that'll help me overcome them. |
>> | No. 26731
26731
>>26730 |
>> | No. 26733
26733
>>26731 |
>> | No. 26734
26734
>>26730 |
>> | No. 26735
26735
>>26734 |
>> | No. 26858
26858
I didn't sign up for this whole "existing" thing. I can't say I like it all that much; I know it's no great revelation but you do things you hate so you can survive to do more things you hate. |
>> | No. 26859
26859
I think I'm going to kill someone. Just go out and stab a random stranger. At this point it seems like the only way to get help for my mental health. I've had six years of being tossed around on various waiting lists, tried a whole bunch of medication, tried all sorts of changes to my life. But nothing is working. I can't live like this anymore. |
>> | No. 26861
26861
>>26859 |
>> | No. 26862
26862
>>26858 |
>> | No. 26863
26863
DoomsdayClock_black_2mins_regmark.png ![]() ![]() ![]() >>26862 |
>> | No. 26864
26864
>>26861 |
>> | No. 26869
26869
>>26864 |
>> | No. 26870
26870
>>26869 |
>> | No. 26874
26874
>>26870 |
>> | No. 26875
26875
>>26874 |
>> | No. 26876
26876
>>26875 |
>> | No. 26880
26880
>>26876 |
>> | No. 26892
26892
Why am I like this |
>> | No. 26893
26893
>>26880 |
>> | No. 26894
26894
Becausr you're a stupid mentalist. |
>> | No. 26895
26895
I need to talk to someone but feel like I'm constantly burdening everyone with my pathetic, inane shit. |
>> | No. 26896
26896
>>26895 |
>> | No. 26897
26897
>>26895 |